Friday, July 10, 2009

Karma, Everyday magic, reincarnation and my last magic blog

Fate, Karma, Magic and Reincarnation

One of the big mysteries for many people is what happens to them after they die. Many people fear what awaits them, from the void to the unimaginable people philosophize and speculate. Sadly, few have the guts to actually go see what occurs, no not by killing themselves, by learning the secrets of magic and astral projection. By doing this you learn a great deal about the “afterlife.” For one of the last blogs on magic I write, I will tell you what is the last few things that will occur to you.

First off friends, let us look at magic real quick. We all know that by applying the imagination and the will we create change within the universe. Simple yet powerful idea. Now consider every fantasy you have, let us say that you are poor. You sit there hungry wishing, imagining, willing for food-wealth-riches-comforts. Understandably so by the way! You keep thinking to yourself about how you wish to be rich, day in and day out. Well, maybe in this life of rags you have no real opportunity to draw these riches to you, maybe your lazy and won’t apply yourself or whatever. Then let us flash forward to death. Now that you are dead you will gravitate to a realm within the astral that fits your personal vibrations. However, you created a HUGE volt of desire for one thing “Riches.” The universe has been dying to release this charge and finally it can. So the pull of its charge eventually drags you down to be incarnated again. At which point you now live in a very wealthy lifestyle. You eat well, dress well, etc…however, for some reason you feel nervous about your wealth. You have to work very hard to keep wealthy and you feel just worn out. You begin to long for a simple life, one with less worries and cares, perfectly free. In your next life your poor again.

Now of course you may not go back and forth like a spiritual ping-pong battle, but the idea is the same. We build up these longings and desires for things that we put off into the future. This builds a potent force that will drag us into a certain incarnation to discharge all of that power and desire. That is why some stay here for so long, learning quite a bit—and in the end desiring little. Knowing this gives us power. Really construct a life that will be beneficial and good for you. Meditate and focus on the things that are truly edifying to your being. This is long-view magic, creating willful change for yourself in the future in another life. Alternatively, if you are an old soul, and feel you have learned your lessons in the school of life, you can always focus on the divine—the higher realms. Make sure your desires for the physical realm are banished! This is why the Buddhist has non-attachment. It is not so you will not have nice things, it that so you will not crave them so much you have to reincarnate for them again.

This is what karma is, it is cause and effect. You create causes and then the effect must discharge. That is why there are no judges on dark stormy clouds that punish; it is us just slowly learning from our choices, desires and experiences. The mind is eternal, at this very moment you are the sum of all your past lives, mistakes, glories, work and beliefs. We build on those from moment to moment. This is why we should live in the now. Not in the past nor in the future should we live. Experience yourself and reality at this very moment. Try to think the highest and the best thoughts. Those thoughts over time condense and gain momentum to create effects in your life. There is no punishment or reward, only you working the everyday magic of living.

This is the last blog that I will post here on magic. Thanks for reading and I hope you learned something or at least enjoyed reading them.

Monday, June 29, 2009



In magic, one hears and reads a lot about the various forces that make up our universe. There are the elements, planets, spirits, angels, and gods. Then on top of these ideas, there is much talk of whether or not all of these forces are external and objective or internal and subjective. Lets face it, in magic one can read ten different books or speak to ten different magicians on the subject and walk away with ten different viewpoints. So, what is “real”? What is the point of magic? What is the goal of magic? How does one “do” magic?
One fairly consistent idea is that the universe is made up of various elements and forces. Another fairly consistent thought is that by meditation and focus upon these elements one can learn to master them, and therefore the universe. There is another consistent idea that by the will and imagination one can accomplish anything. So this is what we will use as our baseline or foundation.
In my various studies on how individuals and nations worked magic I have found that all of them thought that the universe can be portioned off into discreet elements and that by various methods of imagination and willpower one could work with these powers and that is what made one a magician. In my personal work I have found that depending on the degree one has worked with a spirit or force of nature one can easily work magic simply by imagining contact with that force, willing your desire and letting that force do what it is designed to do. It becomes quite easy the more one works with the energy. I have also found that the more one builds associations and meditates upon the energy the more potent and more quickly the results come.
Then we have the idea that man is a reflection of the universe to varying degrees. He/she has within them the same powers and energies that make up the universe, in varying degrees again. So, then it would seem after reflecting on this that all one has to do is increase the powers and energies within oneself—which would then allow one to create in the universe as they create in themselves (will and imagination). I have found this to be true as well. One considers the chakras and how they connect us to certain elements, planetary forces, gods, concepts and energies. This is all pretty basic and it seems that I may be orbiting the same idea repeatedly. This is only to make certain we are on the same page.
In Hindu magic, western magic, eastern magic and on and on you see that if one builds a visualization and endows it with certain thoughts then it becomes quite powerful and active. This is true even when one is not consciously creating said visualization. Think of any invocation work. The initiate spends years learning about a god or spirit, likes and dislikes, powers and domains, symbolism and appearance before invoking. The more they have worked on the theory and ideation behind the god, the more potent the invocation. They speak as if that god watches over them, protects them, and looks out for them. You can see the same things in Hindu magic when one focuses on one of the elements. The classic idea of tummo or psychic heat is a great example. After long meditation on the element, the monk masters the force and can walk in the snow covered mountains without a stitch of cloth on their body. They believe the element protects them and is within them. One then begins to think of The Abramelin rite, or the tulpas of the Hindus. Through powerful concentration and focus one either draws forth or creates a potent being separate from oneself that can operate for ones guidance, protection and give one great power. But again only after a strong series of meditation and devotion to certain powers and forces that make up the universe
So with all of these ideas now fresh in your head let us really look at what makes one a powerful magician. What I see is this: The more one focuses and works with a certain power than the more that power flows through the magician. Let us take the elements for example. Let us pretend there are two magicians, one who continuously meditates and imagines the elements until he can feel them as physical powers and one who just studies the elements on a theoretical level and at best calls up or evokes various spirits of the elements to work his will. The first magician will be able to simply desire what he/she wants with the thought of the element behind that goal the second will have to go through a lengthy conjuration and work with a spirit to get their will accomplished. So, who has the better mastery of the elements? The first obviously has opened the channels within their being to accommodate more of the elements into their will and imagination. They have made it a part of their being and essence. They simply imagine what they desire and will it to be and those forces set to work within them. Another example is pipes carrying water. The bigger the pipe is the more powerful the flow of water that will be able to flow through the pipe. Well, by meditation and focus on an element or power you are increasing the size of your pipes to accommodate more power. The idea that one can merge with a concept or idea through single pointed focus or Samadhi is what does this. This is the point of all that meditation, not to bore you or make you more “spiritual”, it is to grant you tremendous power! By merging with only the four basic elements of the universe-fire, water, air and earth (YHVH) then one can control those elements and therefore the universe. How? Because one has become those elements and has made powerful channels in order to work the will. The protect you, guide you, watch over you because you are a part of them.

On a side note, this may be one of the few remaining blogs I write up. Looking back over my work I have pretty much covered nearly everything I have wanted to say, sometimes saying it several times in different ways. I may have one or maybe even two left in me but it is pretty close to the end for these things. In truth there is only so much one can say! I keep playing around with the idea of putting out a second revised edition to my first book, which friends suggest I should as well. It might happen. The last few projects I have tried writing up only seem to sputter out with me thinking, everything has been written, and all I am doing is either summarizing or saying it in a new way. I think about you guys and what I have written in these blogs and my books and think, “they are smart enough to get it, let them figure out with what has been written, other works and ideas their own unique path! That is what really matters!” Moreover, it is true. Take every work of magic ever written as only a sketch, inspiration. Until magic comes from you, your imagination, associations, beliefs and creativity, your just working someone else’s magic. It will never be as potent and as true as the one you craft. It is like art, you can copy the masters all day long. Until you find your voice, your art, your vision then it is not art.

Good magic to you all!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

New Grimoire and artwork

Hey All!

About two years ago, Jake Stratton-Kent posted a list of spirits on a magic board and asked if anyone wanted to evoke them. I decided that it would be fun and interesting to try out some newly published spirits! So, I conjured up one that caught my interest and spoke with him. Didiho was the spirits name. A very interesting spirit that I recently realized may have been the very catalyst for creating my glyph magic! I posted my results on the evocational group I was in along with an image of Didiho.

Anyway, fast-forward until a few months ago and Jake requests the image for “The Grimoire of the Sixfold Star.” I gladly send him the image and my journal entry of the evocation. In payment I accept some books, (which is to me is far better than cash). I must say I am glad I did! These books from Haden Press are really great! Goetic Divination, LIBER PYRAMIDOS, Elelogap The Spirit of the Waters, and of course the Grimoire of the Sixfold Star in which my art work and journal entry appear in this fascinating new record of spirits. I am still looking through them and will probably read them several times each as each is packed with useful info and 0 fluffy-ness.

One interesting side note of personal interest. Two weeks ago my lovely wife ventured into New Orleans (I live 45 minutes away from the Big Easy) and ducked into an antique book shop to pick me up a gift. She got me Goethe's Faust in a beautiful hardcover. The really neat thing is that the front cover has a gold-engraved hexagram surrounded by a hexagon. Within and around these two symbols are numerous planetary and astrological glyphs. The VERY intresting thing is that within the center of this image lies a sigil, the same sigil that resides on the front cover of one of the books Jake sent me, the sigil is of Elelogap-The Spirit of the Waters! What an awesome synchronicity that is! A sure sign I need to call this spirit up.

Anyway go check Jakes Stratton-Kent’s books, they provide much useful occult knowledge and are definitely worth the purchase. (Especially, The Grimoire of the Sixfold Star which has my art and journal entry in it!)

Justin B. (all of my blogs on magic, as well as my artwork) (My book on sigils and glyphs) (my art)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Hello again

Long time no see friends!

As you may have noticed I have been relatively quiet the past couple months. I took a magical sabbatical. Not a sabbatical from magic, but a sabbatical from many of the usual things I do in order to attain a more perfect focus on one aspect. That aspect was theurgy. For those that are unaware, theurgy is the aspect of magic in which the mage connects his/her self to divine forces in order to work with them.
I worked directly with my Holy Angel, and experienced many potent transformative events. There were several experiences of connecting directly to the ALL or as some people blithely say it “God.” Through these experiences and the leadings and promptings of my wonderful spirits, I found many things that I had been searching for, and that had eluded me in the past. I also had to do some reprogramming of my mind, in order to accept certain new truths and get rid of some old rubbish that colored my perceptions for the longest time. I am now a little freer, more confident and have a well-lit path before me. For those close to me that found me odd, distant, even cold at times I am sorry. Playing with your brain can cause some odd personality quirks and I had to be sure what went where.
I still have a ways to go; however, the semi-Abramelin like restrictions my HGA placed upon me are now being lifted. Also, only very few people knew this; but it came very close for me disappearing from the ‘net world altogether. I had some tough choices to make and that was why I was so quiet. I had to choose silence in order to attain more knowledge. Now that time is over, and while I will never be able to fully speak or teach what I learned I will be able to guide in new and better ways.
At this point, I feel like a man who sees the last road home, and because of it peps up a bit and can struggle forth, knowing that part of a long journey is nearly over. Just wanted to check in and let everyone know all is well.

Good magic to you all!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Magic Practice

Magic Practice

I was talking to a good friend a couple weeks back and we got on the conversation of people trying out magic for the first time. We thought it was funny that many of these people will do one spell and for whatever reason have it not work, they then give up magic and say it is bogus. Just think about this for a second.
I was born with a natural talent for art, I am a better artist than some and much worse that many others. I was born with this talent and it took many years of drawing, painting, researching techniques, studying other artists, investing in books and supplies, making horrible art, crumpling tons of paper and every now and then coming up with something pretty cool. In many ways, I have done the same thing with magic!
I find it sad and humorous that people think they can pick up a grimoire or spellbook and *bam* they are sorcerer supreme or friggin’ Merlin. When have you EVER done anything like that before? When have you been good or even mediocre at something just doing it one time and maybe reading a few books about it?
Go pick up a musical instrument, art supplies, start writing a novel or begin sculpting. How long will it take you to get even close to creating something? How long do you think it will take you to be considered a decent writer, musician, artist, and sculptor? Seriously! How many hours will you have to put in to get any return on your investment? Do you really think if you decided to be a body builder that you could just start power lifting two hundred pounds?
Sure, people have natural talents and every now and then, you find people who cast their first spell and produce amazing results, just like you may have a savant in any other field. You may not even be a savant; you may just have a good deal of natural talent at your disposal. Still, consider the difference between natural talent and harnessing and developing that talent into something truly amazing. Do you think it will all just happen or do you think it will take trial and error, effort and time?

Just saying.

Friday, March 13, 2009


In several places, Bardon mentions that repeating a formula 462 times will cause an instantaneous physical result to be released from the volt of power that has built up. I found this proposition exciting if true. I decided to set aside most other magical propositions and tasks to so I could focus all of my magical will and energy on a formula. I wanted something I think all magicians crave, a formula to manifest a thought-form to physical form. January 19th (notice the start of this project right after my evocation series) I began doing the repetitions.

Bardon gives no special instructions other than reciting the formula (and what that entails), but I also know that with formula magic the intention is important, otherwise the results will be generalized through the Kabbalist life and sphere. I created the intention that I would have to physically speak the formula for it to take any effect. I did not want to slip in a daydream and manifest something. Other than that, I simply repeated the formula, bridging the concepts together.
The first major effect I noticed is that whenever I went to sleep after reciting the formula I would dream about anything I may have thought about through out the day. As if each thought was drawn into the reality of the dream. This is not typical in my dream state; it is quite rare when I dream of anything related to my waking life. When it does happen I can easily pick it out and why it is there.

Nearly a month in to practice I then started having dreams of merging with divinity and other divine experiences related to the formula. I took this as me bringing the akashic level into a near astral density. I also noticed that I attained things much easier just by considering the desire for a while, and what I wanted of the thing desired. Towards the end of the first month, I was doing twenty repetitions a day.

I decided that on 3-11-09 since there was a full moon to finish the reps. The last week or so I had only a few left and I returned to a slower pace, loading food and drink with the formula or doing a long meditation on one rep. only. I thought it symbolically potent to finish on the full moon. I did so and had an incredible dream that I will be using as a meditation very soon as it allowed merging with divinity in an interesting manner, as well as connecting the activity to manifestation.
I waited a day to test the effectiveness of the formula. That night I then thought of an object I wished to manifest enhancing the detail and color for a few seconds. I then pronounced the formula. Nothing. Well, I say nothing…it produced a very strong astral condensation that lasted until banished. I have tried it with a few other things, simply projecting a mental form and then using the formula. Each time it produces a strong astral image that no longer requires me to hold it in my mind or try to keep the details formed.

In conclusion, it probably requires many more repetitions to produce the desired effect. However, I was only curious as to whether or not 462 repetitions had some magical impact or if it was the imagination and effort of the magicians who did the repetitions. I was pretty sure it was the latter but one does not know until one tries.
I have made rituals in the past that have been much stronger than this formula in a day or two with ease, although it took a strong effort of will-imagination-and emotion. I now plan to move to the final experiment I plan on working using the Bardon system which I think will take more time than two months and seven days, but who is to say? Wish me luck until then!

Monday, March 9, 2009



I went see Watchmen last Sunday, and I must say I really enjoyed it. I never read the graphic novel, so do not fault me on that. Since it was created by Alan Moore (an occultist and magician who has written V for Vendetta & From Hell) it was layered with a lot of symbolism and occult significance. First off and the least of these ideas is the idea of secret societies. The Watchmen are obviously a group of people who influence the world but behind them is the people who influence them, the government. I do not want to harp too much on this because I do not think it is the heart of the story. I think the heart of the story is the characters, and what you think about them. I will try not to give any spoilers and just have a general outline of my thoughts. Here is the crux of the whole thing: the movie is a Rorschach test. It is designed to make you look at certain images and actions and take away from it what you have internally. Keep that in mind as we go through each of the characters.

I would hope you see the movie before reading this, that way you have some sort of idea on how you feel towards each character and can therefore make an evaluation about yourself on what these symbols represent within you or your reaction to those concepts.


The only “good” character in the movie. This is a man who from direct experience has seen the dark side and has made a choice to wipe it out however he can. He knows the system is broken, that he will be punished for what he does; but, he cannot stop. Through out the film we are lead to believe he is a criminal, a psychopath or just a nut on a mission. He is justice.

The Comedian....

The Comedian is in my opinion the military incarnate. It has a job to do and it does it, if it happens to relish its task, then that is nice too. The Comedian is power and a desire to wield it without any moral bearings to guide it by other than the mission it has taken on. It is the pursuit of a goal, only seeking an end without care of the means or what others may think. Another view that fits is that the Comedian is the body or desires.

Dr. Manhattan ....

He is the center, the enlightened mind that has passed through death and fear. He lives with no consequences and so he has no real connection to life or what people consider important. When we get right down to it, if you lived in a world where you lived past, present and future all at once and no force in the universe could stop you from doing as you pleased what type of being would you be? Death has passed you, which makes fear pointless. Your viewpoint is eternal so how could you ever worry about anything? There is only one thing that holds him to this world and that is love for another human being. He is what the mind is without fear for the body. He is what you think of the enlightened mind above all of the illusions of reality that attempt to snare you into suffering. If you fear him, feel apathetic towards him or hate him that degree of emotion reflects your view of the great work.

Nite Owl....

A human being, the type of person that wants to do right but follows whatever is placed before him. He does not have the moral strictness of Rorschach, the determination of the Comedian or the enlightenment of Dr. Manhattan. He is along for the ride just trying to do the best he can. He is society. Notice how he hopes Manhattan can take care of the problem or how he accepts Ozy’s machinations with little trouble in comparison to Rorschach.

Silk Specter....

My perception of Silk Specter is that she is Hollywood, or the media I think. She is glitz, flash, attraction and excitement but has no real substance. She is a way of looking at the world much like Nite Owl, the everyday but with a flourish on it. The type of person that takes a cause because it is hip or the in thing to do, not like Rorschach who is on a holy mission and not like the Comedian who has orders. Silk Specter is a good title for her, she is all sensation and no substance.


He the flip side of the Comedian. Where the Comedian can be viewed as a pawn, Ozy is a manipulator. He is brilliant, cold and calculating. He is pure science at after your read my next two sentences you may see where I am coming from: At one point he mentions his parents died when he was a teenager, I am quite certain they died by Ozy’s hands. Science developed from Alchemy and philosphy yet has too a great degree snuffed them out. In the end, he seems to have the solution to the world’s problems but it is a devils bargain. Sure peace is attained and the world safe, but who is now in control? He has no real love or hope for mankind. He sold peace for the price of control. Ozy is Ted Bundy, charming, brilliant and seemingly good until you take the bait.

Now consider that each of these views is valid and works to some degree. Everything in this movie is made to reflect back on to you your thoughts of society, humanity and divinity. Know thy self is one of the big tenets of magic. This movie gives you a big helping of it for you to explore your conceptions, fears, hopes, and direction.

Signing off for a while

Justin B.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

PME-commentary final

Mental travel, Talismans and the Epilogue

Chapter 12 is a discussion for the theorist to learn about the various spheres that await the initiate as he travels towards the ultimate goal of all mankind. He describes the spheres-their light vibration what the method of entering these spheres and working within them. Since we had most of this discussion between evocations and the previous entry I feel we are well versed on what Bardon describes in this chapter.

Chapter 13 is the method which can be used in order to make talismans as a means of loading a spirits energy for personal use. Bardon begin with telling the initiate of the metals used for the various spheres, then saying gold or silver can be used depending on if the spirit is either electric or magnetic and finally states that for a true magician the metal is of no consequence because a magician can load the spirits energy directly into any object of his or her choosing. The summarized method to do this is purifying the talisman imaginatively and physically using the four elements, if the mage decides to use astrological timing which is not absolutely nessicary then awaiting the proper time, the carving of the spirits seal into the talisman repeating the spirits name while doing so along with the meditation on the qualities of the spirit. However the most potent method is to conjure the spirit up after preparing the talisman above and asking the spirit to bless of charge the talisman with its nature. There are several other methods to loading the talisman but the above is best especially if one is knowledgeable in Kabbalah. Of course a magician who knows Kabbalah can just load the talisman with the letters that make up the spirit and attain the same powers within the talisman as the spirit would load. The important thing to keep in mind is to not keep a talisman too long as the attachment to the energies within it will be a setback for your development.

We now reach the epilogue. That’s right my friends we come to the end of our journey and our commentary. Here Bardon congratulates the spherical magician who visits all the spheres and gets them under his control. This congratulation is not for me however. I want to be honest with you and let you know I have not mastered all of these spheres; I have visited them, yes. However, I am not their master. I continue on and build relationships within each sphere over time. One day I hope to be master of each. I call on you to do the same. Bardon states that those who have not had practical experience with evocation will now see the magnitude of the work to be done and at the very least respect the knowledge and the art. I hope this is the case. Finally, Bardon speaks on the practical nature of this book and how it is not a book one just reads and then lets the dust collection begin. This book is to be used and worked with or at the very least meditated on so it may sink deeper into the consciousness of the initiate and eventually sprout into fruition. Bardon then gives the predication that one day millions will use these teaching methods for their spiritual development in order to move closer to perfection. What a fascinating time that will be.

Now, for my final word. After reading these blogs I hope you have some idea of the experiences and the larger nature of the universe that awaits you once you take up this wonderful art of evocation. There are many ways to practice this art just as there are many art forms. The essential nature of an effective evocation is stated in the second tarot card that Bardon describes and I spoke on in the beginning of this commentary. Here are some of my personal views about Bardon’s second book: 1st- the main thrust of this book in my opinion is mental projection and a guidebook on what to expect in these spheres. It is also a foundation for someone who wants to know the powers behind astrology’s influence. 2nd this book was also designed for the Kabbalist to have a near dictionary of formulas to work with. I cannot recommend enough that the magician learning Kabbalah should work with a number of these spirits from each sphere to see the diversity and application of kabbalistic magic. Nothing will teach the cosmic letters faster than this. 3rd As any of these spirits will tell you, you do not *need* to evoke them. Their job is to inspire mankind with the information they have. A friend of mine who has done yoga for many years sent me an email telling me he had been practicing the Master level of pranayama given by Romasara for months and had never contacted this spirit. This is what they do! Every great idea, inspiration, and invention comes from these beings doing their job. The negative spirits and negative elementals have the exact opposite task and insinuate negative thoughts and emotions. Evocation is about singling them out and directly working with them consciously. 4th and finally, returning to the symbolism of the second tarot card and the topic of the major blind of the book. Bardon presents all of this information and these spirits in order to give you an idea of what the journey can be like. However, in my opinion you will learn even more through your own personal exploration of the spheres. Take Bardon’s map of the universe and mentally project to the individual spheres. Make friends. Learn the cosmic language and many a magical secret. Then once you have a few friends up there invite them over if you want, to your place, use the cosmic letters to grant them a certain density so you can experience them on your level. So, what I am trying to say is this. There are a bunch of different types of people practicing Bardon and each does evocation differently. Some use tons of tools, others use absolutely none. Because, in the end the magic to make those tools work, came from you to begin with.

Good magic to you all.

PME-commentary Saturn and Beyond

Saturn and Beyond

The sphere of Saturn is a nearly black violet color. I load my mental body with its vibration as I enter the sphere. The vista of Saturn is a foreboding place. Black gloomy skies, scorched earth and onyx stone is all you see, except for the barely moving black sea. The consciousness of Saturn is a nearly indescribable oppressive weight and a feeling of your heart being crushed in your chest. It is not a place anyone wishes to be. There are spirits here and like I have said I have worked with a couple. I have even spoken with one of the Judges of Saturn. A being of immense dread who I spoke with concerning certain world events which she told me was under control and not to concern myself with. These beings are not friendly and warm. They do not concern themselves with what they deem petty issues but long term problems (it has to affect the larger equilibrium of the universe for them to take issue.). This sphere will only be of use to the magician in learning about the entire universe and rarely would a mage need to call upon the Judges of Saturn for something. The spirits well known to be Saturn spirits in popular grimoires are much easier to work with and I can agree with everything Bardon has spoken on in his book concerning them.

The Uranian sphere is as Bardon mentions all about magic and Kabbalah. Entering this sphere I spent several minutes meditating on the light energy there which is a light lilac color. I was then able to see a vast city made of a substance I cannot describe. It had the appearance of stained glass and moved like a liquid although structurally sound. It also gave off a glow that shifted colors much like what happens when gasoline enters water. I was then greeted by a luminous being and we discussed several things which I am forbidden to write on. However, I will say if they offer you some sort of beverage do take it-as ridiculous as that sounds. I returned the next day to speak again with this spirit and to better understand the energy of the sphere. I eventually attained the consciousness required to experience the sphere and everything became much clearer. If you have ever watched a fireworks show while one of those big ones goes off making the BOOM then you can experience the Uranian consciousness. It has the feeling of when a big beautiful firework explodes, (the expansion) pay attention to what that feels like internally. In other words make yourself the BOOM and keep BOOMING. If you can keep that feeling and connect it to a lilac color this will connect you to the Uranian consciousness. Be wary the first couple of times you enter, your mind will have difficulty making sense of the strange vistas and will try and make sense of it and fill in the “gaps”. You must attempt to undo this and see it as it really is.

From here I then loaded my consciousness with a light gray light energy and entered the sphere of Neptune. This sphere has an initial wave that comes with trying to enter it and feels as if it is trying to push you out. You should not go with the instinct to fight the wave but instead once you experience it you should let it pass through you and go with it. It will not push you out but instead give the initiatory experience of the sphere. There is a tension within this sphere that pushes downwards. Not gravity but a tension, as if you were holding a bag and the feeling in the straps (yes, I know that is technically gravity causing it so maybe I should say to astronauts lightly pulling a cord in space, eh?). I say a bag because it is a broad feeling. Maybe if one takes the glyph of Neptune and flips it upside-down the points showing the force of direction it may be easier to know what I speak. As you may tell it is sometimes difficult to describe these sensations but once you experience them you will understand immediately. I was greeted by what appeared to be a goddess with a brilliant light emanating from her being and brilliant luminous red hair. She guided me through a colonnade to what appeared to be a great temple. It looked like a glorious white Taj-Mahal. We speak privately as she guides me. Once I enter I meet a principle of the sphere named Vayaha. We discuss his sphere and he answers questions I put forth on the spheres before me (The supposed thirty spheres Bardon experienced). Neptune, he says grants mankind its current conception of Divinity. The highest conceptions any religion may have on the divine principle is granted by this sphere and are only glimpses of the truth which can be accepted at the time. I then ask about the spheres beyond. Vayaha explains that they are purifications that one must go through which slowly relinquish ones self. One can enter each sphere and meet the spirits there but the whole time it is slowly burning away the concept of “self”. When one has attained mastery of any of these degrees of density that aspect of “I” is forever burned away and all that is left is the essential being within that then “downloads” what it has learned and experienced into the god-head. That is why the purifications are needed Vayaha explained, if they did not exist a being would “contaminate” the divine mind and this great experiment would be ruined. He then allowed me a glimpse of Divinity. If I was at the edge of the known universe and God was the center it would have still been beyond measure. However it was so glorious and beautiful that I wept without tears and felt emotions I cannot even mention. If the word “Epic” was the baseline and there was some word 10x’s greater than that, it would still be a hundred times too small to properly describe the experience. I then asked Vayaha questions regarding spirits of the sphere of Neptune. He said that one should first enter the sphere and gain the consciousness; otherwise it is fruitless to attempt to work in this sphere. One will not be able to perceive the truths these beings tried to communicate. In other words evocation of the spirits of this sphere is near pointless. One should simply mentally travel here and communicate directly. I thank him for all of the information and I thank the female spirit that had attended to me. I then drop like a rock back into my sphere and pretty much immediately fall into a deep-dream filled sleep.

Even though I was given permission to write some of these things it feels like I am writing on private matters one keeps in the bedroom. These experiences are personal in the biggest of ways. Only upon stepping foot in these spheres will one know what I speak of and simple words on a screen are analogous to the difference between a porno trying to explain what the most beautiful of lovemaking is like. It stinks of degradation.

I do hope that this little essay helps a few magicians muster the determination to ascend to the highest sphere so they may experience the wonder and beauty upon the path. To continue the coital metaphor, one can speak on it all day long but never do it- until the deed is done you cannot have any idea.

Monday, January 12, 2009

PME Commentary- Malchjdael Spirit of Jupiter

Malchjdael – Archgenius of Jupiter

I load the four fundamental divine attributes into my consciousness through the cosmic letters and then I fill the room with a blue light energy with the sensation of expansion that corresponds to the energy of Jupiter. I then use the cosmic letters M-A-L-Ch-J-D-A into the four planes. I do not use the –EL suffix due to it being a marker of a divine quality. I meditate on the sigil of Malchjdael until I enter into a trance. I then rise up through the spheres using the omniconsciousness attribute, and enter the sphere of Jupiter. From there I chant Malchjdael until he appears to my consciousness. I tell him my intentions after we greet one another and he agrees to some questions.

J= How do you keep the equilibrium of the electric fluid within the universe?

M= I allow the magnetic fluid to return to normal by decreasing the outpouring of the divine electric fluid or I do the opposite and increase this outpouring depending on what is required in order to maintain harmony within the spheres.

J=How do you accomplish the enlivening of all created things?

M= By applying the electric fluid and magnetic fluids in a rhythm one can stimulate the life force within anything causing consciousness to arise or a high and pure vibration which can be used for magical purposes. My use for it is to stimulate all things in growth, development and in evolution within higher beings.

J= Bardon says that you control the will in all things, how is this done?

M= I am the channel for divine lawfulness in manifesting willpower in the right quantities within the creatures of the universe. Without my presence the universe could not apply any effort or will energy at all.

J= How can one call forth miracles with a manifested state of belief, how is this done?

M= This is a secret not to be published.

J= How does one give an abhisheka or a transfer of power?

M= You must imagine a quality that you have. Then bring forth in your mind the person in which you wish to give this transfer of power. In the imagination make an exact copy of this quality then transpose it unto the receiver. You must carry this into all three bodies then condense it into the proper elemental region which corresponds to the quality otherwise some other quality will develop. One can also share a quality by envisioning an energy substance connecting the both of you and quickly impregnating the aura of the receiver for several moments and then it fades. Depending on the quantity of power given the effects will manifest then subside. However this will give the receiver the chance to know the energy and recall it through meditation and developing the same quality within themselves.

J= Is there anything else you would like to share or a method you wish to give so initiates may contact you easily?

M=To contact me meditate on willpower then chant my name while focusing on my sigils. Create a presence of will energy and I will directly inspire any who do this depending on their maturity and development.

I thank Malchjdael for his information and time. I then meditate with him. His outer aura is like a great black pillar that seethes and shifts as if it were made up of burning coals. His inner aura is a great white sun with white wings up stretched. I then return the spirit back to the sphere of Jupiter and thank him for his aid. There is nothing Saturn like about his presence at all (unless you count the black pillar outer energy which was monumental and more a symbol of his will than of his sphere.) which I feel negates the argument that Bardon somehow placed Sigils for the spirits of Saturn in the Jupiter sigils.

Here is the image of Malchjdael:

From the standpoint of Bardon’s PME we are now complete in our tasks of evoking spirits. Bardon mentions that the Judges of Saturn hold sway over negative beings, pacts, and wars to take place where ever love and hate exist. Practically speaking Bardon mentions that the spirits of Saturn that are well known such as Arathron (Aratron), Agiel, Cassiel, Machatan, and apparently Uriel are all well disposed spirits of Saturn that one can work with. I have worked with Aratron and Tzaphquiel and can say that Aratron is good with long term development of the soul in removing dross and Tzaphquiel can initiate one into the sphere of Saturn and understand the energies at work there. The sphere is very oppressive as Bardon mentions and any long term influence of the energies within Saturn can make one quite melancholic for some time. From the standpoint of spiritual development one should enter the sphere and meet a few spirits here in order to not have a gap in development and ones mastery over spherical magic. As I mentioned with the Moon sphere one can learn quite a lot of information and practical know how from befriending spirits in the spheres and this is the whole point and purpose of this book Bardon wrote. It is a field guide for development of the consciousness by attaining the spheres and the energies at work there.

I will do one more magical operation before we cover the final chapters of Bardon’s book. I will enter into the Uranian sphere and see if any spirits there would like to give their sigil, name and description of what they teach. If that fails I will at least give a description of the energies at work within the Uranian sphere for the budding spherical magician to easily enter therein. I will then finish this commentary by going over chapters 12, 13 and the epilogue. I will then go over any questions that may come up, if I get any from my lovely readers.

PME-commentary Kutruc- Spirit of Mars

Kutruc – spirit of Mars

After choosing a couple spirits with interesting letter combinations I decided on Kutruc. I decided placing the cosmic letters K and U in the akasha would create a potent energy to experience and something different than any of the other spirits we have spoken with so far. I drew the four divine qualities within my being and then I loaded the room with a ruby red energy and drew the glyphs for Mars and Leo (Kutruc takes up the position of 21-30 degrees Leo, which you should look up and compare to the cosmic letters Bardon used to describe the spirit.) I then loaded my mirror with the cosmic letters that make up Kutruc’s name: Akasha- K-U: Miracles and knowledge of the akasha. Mental-T: Invention and memory. Astral-R-U: Genius and Trance. Physical-C: The ability to stimulate matter with a quality. I then projected my mind to the sphere of Mars and called out to Kutruc. His mind found mine within a couple of seconds and then I guided him down the spheres and planes into the room. His presence was similar to a roaring flame in the room. We greeted each other and I told him my plan. He agreed but seemed very hesitant. His voice was heavy with no inflection.

J= I would like to understand what your tasks are within the sphere of Mars and your influence upon the physical plane.

K= I teach how to influence the akashic principle with certain power keys in order to cause direct effects on the physical plane. Power keys are a combination of a spoken word and a perfectly visualized image. The two combined release a vibration from the akasha of potent currents of energy. I cannot speak of this to the public, it is much too powerful. If you call me another time without these intentions I can speak of it then.

** I receive the information that this is unlike the cosmic letters. They can be done by anyone who has the ability to visualize an image. I now wonder if they are related to the keys Liteviche spoke on. I also see wall paintings from Greeks and Roman times, I believe Kutruc was showing me that these images upon the walls were the visual keys and the power words have been lost through time. Could all great empires have started this way? Are these what all budding magicians wish magic was like-possibly some racial memory when these keys were out in the open?

J= Is there any other tasks you have?

K= I guide masters of war in their plans, in order to reach absolute victory. I enjoy inspiring new ways to win wars. I have a special love of maps and tactical maneuvers. I will guide those who call me in strategies that shall lay waste to your opponent.

I thank Kutruc for his information and ask him if he would like to publish his sigil to the public. He says no but grants me a personal sigil in order to call him up again. It is a fascinating image that reminds me of an emblem on a flag. I then meditate on his outer and inner aura. His outer aura is comparable to two cymbals pushing together. Not clanging- just forcibly pushing together and silent. His inner aura is like a gentle flame. I release Kutruc and thank him again. I guide him back to his home sphere then banish the room of the Martian energies. I wished he was able to say more but I can see why Bardon would not want his sigil or powers published. He his quite enthusiastic about aiding those in winning wars and destroying enemies. A man like Bardon would not want that information floating about especially after his time in a concentration camp.

Here is the image of Kutruc:

We now move into the Jovian sphere or the Jupiter sphere. Here we find yet another controversy although slight, in Bardon’s Jupiter spirits. Supposedly, the sigils Bardon published for the Jupiter spirits are supposedly sigils of spirits from Saturn. I have yet to evoke a spirit from Bardon’s collection of Jupiter spirits so we will both be finding out at the same time if this is fact or fancy. Moloch’s term “Sexual Intellectuals” comes to mind.

PME-commentary Sad Naschira spirit of the Sun

Sad Naschira- Spirit of the Sun.

The day prior I began preparing myself by making sure my elemental balance was as perfect as possible. Sun spirits can be quite disruptive to your energy system and so I wanted to make sure I would be alright afterwards. Also I knew this was going to be a long evocation because I wanted to be taught the cosmic letters from Sad Naschira’s point of view. I prepared a little mini-book so I could quickly write down what he gave me. I reinforced my aura and made sure I spent several extra minutes meditating on the four divine virtues. I then loaded the room and my being with as much light energy as my imagination could muster. I spoke the cosmic letters in the planes as described previously after drawing Sad Naschira’s sigil into the air three dimensionally (using my spirit-soul and body). I then re-loaded my aura with light energy and then projected my mind towards Sad Naschira’s and called out to him through the aspect of omniconsciousness. With either the light substance I made or the fact that the moon was exceptionally large that night I literally felt the light of this spirit on my face and body. Later my wife even remarks that I looked as if I had a slight sun burn. The spirit greets me and I him and we begin.

J= Bardon mentions you created the arch-symbols in the primary language. What does this mean?

S= I crafted the primal symbols by using the cosmic letters. These are the symbols that manifest in all religions and systems that inspire the best within. I have encoded divine truth in all manifest symbols in order to create a higher evolution in mankind.

J=He also mentions that you are the Helmsman of all original ideas that have become reality, what are the original ideas and how do you work with them?

S= I cannot speak of all of the ideas for this would fill several books. However I work with the primary ideas of Power and Love-Father and Mother or as you know them the plus and minus, I use these two forces in various forms blended 1000 ways to inspire mankind. I make powers from beyond the spheres comprenhensible to man so they may be worked with. As time marches forward more powers become active and I craft new symbols to inspire that age to understand the true divine nature of the ALL.

J=Bardon gives your name as Selhube, but it was discovered the spirits of the Sun sphere had their names placed in a cipher.

S= Sad Nashira ( Sad as in the emotion and Na-sh-ear-Ah) is my name. The sigil is all one requires though.

**It is at this point I can feel his powerful waves of light entering through my protective aura. Slowly burning away my shield that I have built up-he does not do this in a cruel way, it is just his inherent power. However, I know I can handle a good deal more from working with other spirits like this such as Ratziel and Metatron. So, I continue- knowing the clock has begun to tick. We then spend the next 45 minutes going over the cosmic letters. He shows me the exact symbolism within each and how to best call them forth. He also initiates me into a whole new level of Tattva magic I had no conception of as well as the cosmic letters. He even teaches me a deeper level of the electric and magnetic fluids. This spirit is a fantastic teacher, one that can be compared to a founder of some new school who really wants students to learn for the pure love of the information. He gladly shares whatever you are ready for. I can highly recommend this spirit for anyone prepared to handle his energies which are quite intense! If you need to understand occult symbolism and the true powers behind these symbols this is definitely the spirit to conjure and learn from.

At the end of the evocation I knew I had no more will left to hold his energy back AND meditate on his inner and outer aura. Already his light waves were burning into my mental and astral bodies as if I had been in the afternoon sun with no sunscreen or cloud cover. Also, the connection was getting quite garbled up. I had just enough will to thank him and return him to his sphere. I banished the energy in the room but it was still luminous on the astral near my mirror so I banished again. I then collapsed on my bed and used every ritual anchor and glyph I had to bring me back to a baseline. It took a few minutes but I got back to normal. I then left the room grabbed a cold Coke and my cigarettes. That’s when my wife mentioned I looked sunburnt. I enjoyed the cool air outside and my cold Coke until I stopped having the little nervous energy shakes. I then had some chocolate and got online for a bit. It took a while before the energy was all normal through my system and when I went to bed I loaded my four regions with the elements to bring balance. I woke up a little grouchy the next day but I feel it was well worth th knowledge and power gained in trade.

Here is the image of Sad Naschira:

We now move into the sphere of Mars. Great mystery lies here since Bardon did not post sigils or powers related to these spirits. I am going to go through the names using Kabbalah and try to find one of interest.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

PME-commentary Podme- Spirit of Venus

Podme – Spirit of Venus.

I applied Podme’s name Kabbalisticlly into the four planes. I then traced her sigil into the space before me. I projected my mind into the sphere of Venus and called out Podme’s name once and she immediately appeared to my mind. I then drew her down the planes until she was before me astrally. She purred a greeting towards me and I greeted her. Immediately the whole room was filled with a lovely feeling of pleasantness and joy. I discussed what I was doing and she agreed.

J= How does one use the cosmic language in the Venus sphere?

P= This applies to the fourth pole of concentration needed to work the kabbalistic language. One should be able to speak from the given sphere in their consciousness to create the particular cause needed. Anything having to do with love, sexuality, growth, pleasure and the plant kingdom should be done with a Venusian consciousness.

J= What are the influences on the other spheres upon Venus?

P=Neptune has the influence on Venus in certain plants used magically as well as the use of sex magic practices and their effect on nature. Saturn influences the wilting, limitation and keeps growing life in check. Jupiter Creates the lawful design within the plant world and causes plenty so that the plants purpose can be fulfilled (I see fruit bearing trees showering down their abundance). Mars rules over the passions and eroticism within Venus. It also controls the evolutionary role of sexual conduct in some ways. The Sun of course vitalizes all life so it may grow. Mercury gives the ideals and ideation that causes mankind to pursue romantic sexual pleasures of various sorts as well as sexual writings and some poetry. The Moon affects the electro-magnetic energies releasing or holding back Venusian energies at the right time as they enter the Zone Girdling the Earth.

Podme then enlightens me with the highest consciousness Venus has in order to work practically within her sphere. It has the shape of a sea shell but the density of a gentle cloud rising upwards with the sensation of pleasure and the color of light green. I then meditate on her aura. Her outer aura is very similar to what Bardon gives however it is more round-curvaceous and swirls in the center compared to Bardon’s jagged center. However, her inner aura has that same W shape although it is more rounded and has the feeling of a lover’s hand gently sliding towards you in bed. In all things Podme was very forthcoming and very friendly. I can see why someone like Bardon would overly worry about contacting this sphere. Anyone with any sort of sexual repression would find great temptation within this sphere. It fills one with joy and an ease that only can be found in repose with a loving partner. I thank Podme and return her to her sphere.

Here is the image of Podme:

I would also like to mention that female magicians entering the water sphere or the Venus sphere will find the same type of beautiful beings but of the male variety. There are both sexes in either sphere and the female magician is warned about becoming too attached to these spheres as the male is.

We now draw nearer divinity by entering the sphere of the Sun. The Sun is the source of life and vitality within our world and so it is within our spiritual system. Magically, once one masters this sphere they have connected with true divinity half way. This is where we meet yet another problem with Bardon’s grimoire. The spirits of the Sun in Bardon’s PME have all had their names changed in a cipher Bardon constructed. We will be evoking Selhube or rather Sad Naschira. For a little insight into Kabbalah and qualities are reflected in a spirits powers, I will show the difference Kabbalisticlly with these two names compared to what Bardon says the spirit does. We load a certain number of letters into the akasha, the mental, astral and physical.

Sad Naschira.

Akasha: S-A-D

Primordial divine fire, illumination-purity of all ideas and the mysteries of creation.

Mental: N-A.

The mental matrix (the connection between the mental body and the astral body), enlightened intellect and cognition of the most profound truths.

Astral: Sch- I

Manifest Belief and mastery over fire therefore empowering the will, the astral matrix and the breath.

Physical: R-A.

Broaden the intellect and mastery over the air principle in the physical world.....

So, one can say that this formula or spirit would obviously create a powerful enlightenment and the purity of consciousness in order to understand creation’s mysteries. It will also provide a powerful effect on manifestation as it uses the fire element along with the mental and astral matrix and the power to manifest belief through the will.

Let us consider the name Selhube which is the cipher.....

Akasha: S-E

Primordial fire-power, and omniconsciousness

Mental: L- H

Morality and understanding Divine Providence Symbolically as well as

spiritual sight.

Astral: U.

Transference of consciousness, mastery of consciousness and trance.

Physical: B-E.

Mastery over life and death as well as the power to materialize or


From this spirit or formula we can ascertain that it will cause a potent trance like connection to Divine Providence and enlighten our consciousness but also will grant the ability over life and death.

Let us now compare this with our next spirit’s powers as described by Bardon: The arch-creator of all arch-symbols in their primary language- the cosmic language. He is the helmsman of all original ideas that have become reality. I think it is fairly obvious that the formula Sad Naschira has all of the qualities and powers needed to connect to the powers this spirit has, where as Selhube is more likely a formula that will connect one to Divine Providence through a deep ecstatic trance causing an influence on the life force of the person and granting that person power over life and death through that connection. Before calling this spirit we would really not know for sure though. Also, if we did not have knowledge of Kabbalah or the cipher how could we know what to do? By using the spirits sigil alone we could connect to the energy signature of the spirit and connect our mind to its. Also, the best method is mentally projecting into the sphere in order to ascertain the truth in all matters.

PME-commentary Sitael of Mercury

Sitael- Spirit of Mercury

After my usual preparations for an evocation I loaded both the names SITA Kabbalisticlly into the akasha, mental, astral and physical and then I repeated the formula given in Bardon’s Key to the True Kabbalah of Sitael’s quantity key which is Sch-I-H-A. SITA is the quality key and SchIHA is the quantity key. To make this understandable let us consider the idea of power. Power is a quality. A local sheriff has the quality of power and a certain amount of its quantity. However, a president has a greater amount of quantity of the quality of power. I hope this illuminates the difference between qualities and quantities as they apply to Kabbalistic speech. One can just evoke the spirit using the name Sitael but I enjoy doing little experiments like this in order to see the difference. Also when using Kabbalah (Bardon’s that is) one does not apply the suffix EL at the end of a beings name; hence my only using SITA instead of SITAEL. Returning to the evocation I then drew Sitael’s sigil in the air using my three bodies. Unlike most spirits who have one color used to draw their sigil most spirits of Mercury in Bardon’s PME have more than one color in their sigil and they do not use the yellow light vibration of the sphere. Sitael’s sigil is mostly red with one letter as purple. Sitael is then contacted through the aspect of omniconsciousness within his sphere and I then guide him down the planes until his presence fills the room. He greets me and I him. I describe my purpose for calling him and he agrees to the task.

J= Bardon mentions you are an authority on hypnosis, suggestion and spiritual telepathy. Can you speak on this?

S= True hypnosis or ecstasy is the ability to disengage a person’s spirit from the astral and physical bodies. To do this one must be a master of the three planes and bodies. Then simply imagine and will someone’s spirit to be pushed out of the other two bodies. The person will experience bliss according to their current development. The magician can then speak directly to the astral and physical base consciousness which will have no power to use the quality of willpower to stop the suggestions given. Suggestion without hypnosis is done by taking the same astral vibration as another person or being and speaking to them with the intention of changing their mind to follow the intent. It finds true power when symbols are applied to the astral to influence them as well. Spiritual telepathy is done by drawing a great amount of light energy and directing it towards a person while in the akasha. Think directly to them the thoughts you wish to tell them, if done without the condensation of light energy then the vitality suffers.

J= How does one become an absolute master over man and animal through deception and illusion?

S=This is done by using the thoughts, feelings and perceptions of others against them and controlling their minds by playing on their views and primitive reactions. There are forces in the mind that over ride rational thinking and this type of magic taps into those forces, bending them to the magician’s will. Fear and desire are the most prominent.

J=How does one read the past-present and future using the akasha principal?

S=Enter into the akasha or project the akasha into a skrying medium. Meditate on an uncondensed light and how all history has been recorded in this light, how it connects all things currently occurring and all things that will ever be. Then you should focus on the time you wish to view. Imagine you are truly there in the time period or area and when you skry this will make it much clearer.

J= The sigils for Mercury spirits are very unusual compared to most of the spirits in PME, what are the letters in the sigil supposed to represent?

S= The sigils were a short hand for his (Bardon’s) mind to create the proper consciousness. I recommend asking each spirit for a sigil so that your mind will do the same. Do this towards the end of an evocation in order to load your consciousness with the energies and experiences of the spirit it represents. This way it is easier to recall the full experience of the entire evocation at any time.

I then ask some private questions regarding the creation of magical illusions and tulpas. I then meditate with Sitael on his inner and outer aura. His outer aura is like a flower that sprouts up and comes to full bloom in a cup shape. His inner aura is like two cords of energy, red and white being intertwined together. Sitael was very kind and a luminous spirit to behold. This is his image:

We now progress to the sphere of Venus, which has an emerald green hue and an influence upon the growth, pollinating, and sexual love upon the earth. I will be conjuring the spirit Podme in order to understand working within the sphere of Venus, as well the influence of other spheres upon Venus.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Liteviche- Sebadola -Moon Sphere Principle

Liteviche- Sebadola.

I took a shower cleansing all psychic and corporeal influences that would cause any negative influence on the ritual. I dressed and lit my oil lamp charging the light with energy in order to manifest the spirit to a greater degree. I then got into my meditative position using my anchor to enter a trance. I brought my awareness into all three bodies, mental, astral and physical. This is done in order to be effective magically on all three planes. I used the cosmic letters Sch-A-M-Ö and meditated as I did so on the four divine virtues and the final letter alchemically transforming my consciousness. I then loaded my mirror with the light vibration of the Moon, which is silver. This fills the room with the light on the mental and astral plane. I load this light with the intention to manifest the spirit. I draw the sigil of Liteviche as Bardon shows, this is done in a silver light and using my three bodies to make it effective on all planes. I use the cosmic letters of his name in the akasha: L-I-T, in the mental: E- W (which has a v sound in German) on the astral plane I load the atmosphere with I and C and then load my magic mirror with H & E. (I did not use the Ch but instead the C- H- E as I thought that the effects of these letters made more sense in comparison to Liteviche's described powers.) I then use the divine aspect of omniconsciousness and enter the Moon sphere. I call out to Liteviche on the mental plane silently, on the astral plane in a whisper and finally on the physical plane vibrating it into the room. Liteviche manifests slowly as a dark cloud shifting and swirling and finally taking form after a minute or so. He greets me and I welcome him and state my intention for evoking him. He agrees, and we begin.

J= Bardon gives the name of Liteviche, however some believe your name is the same as the station you hold. Can you tell me which is correct?

L=My original name is Sebadola. Bardon attempted to speak on our innate qualities and powers. My oldest name is Sebadola. My qualities are reflected in Bardon’s name for me. I will come and respect either name. This is the same for all of the Moon sphere spirits.

J= Bardon says that you can grant formulas to calm storms, annihilate armies and win wars. Is this truly possible?

L=Of course, you know this is so. Man has forgotten the old magic. We have through Divine Providences orders veiled the mysteries so they do not escape as they did in the past. Societies have been extinguished due to these keys being abused.

J= What makes a magician highly ethical?

L= If they are honest with their inner truth. You fear these keys and already you have the spark of faith in what I can do. I would give you these keys because of this, but you already know you will not take them. That is why I will follow you and your work. I will work your need if the time strikes. You will never require the need to know these keys.

J=Help me understand lawfulness in using these formulas.

L=If the magus has a mission that requires such force then Divine Providence releases these keys, and they can be practiced without fear. Providence watches and allows them when it is needed.

I thank Liteviche and ask if I may meditate with him. His outer aura has a hexagonal shape but it is like a dark cloud. His inner aura is a swirling five pointed blade spinning in the darkness in a counter clockwise direction. I thank him again and he adds some things about my current development before I release him. I then return him to his sphere and banish the energy built up in the room back into the Moon sphere. I then cleanse the room with my banishing method. Liteviche is a very interesting spirit. He is dark and foreboding and had a strange way of speaking in orbits around the subject as you may have noticed. I would try and persuade anyone who is not totally aware of their inner nature and who does not truly know themselves to not evoke this spirit until that time.

Here is the image of Liteviche/Sebadola:

We now move on to the sphere of Mercury which has a connection to the mental body and to the gaseous state in our physical world. There is also a couple of things I would like to write on that I failed to mention before. The Moon sphere controls liquid states on our physical. Also Bardon did not have a traditional tree of life model. He had an onion ring sort of view of the universe. He saw the physical world at the center and each sphere higher as a ring surrounding the previous. I personally, through experience and visions shown to me, disagree. I think that the divine is at the very center and the spheres after have a greater density with our physical world as the outside ring. Finally, when I said the astral body cannot go beyond the Earth Zone that is not to say that one cannot travel to the outer reaches of the universe or jump from asteroid to asteroid on the Kuiper belt near the outer rim of our solar system. One should not confuse the sphere named the Moon sphere with the astral equivalent of the Moon. These are two different things. One can travel to the moon astrally and enjoy the view. One cannot travel outside the Earth Zone astrally. The Earth Zone is the astral equivalent of the physical plane. Hope that takes care of any confusion that may have cropped up.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

PME-commentary Entering the Moon Sphere

PME Commentary –The Intelligences of the Lunar Sphere.

As we move away from the Earth Zone which has an effect on our vitality and the ether we move into the lunar sphere. The lunar sphere has a direct effect on our astral bodies and the astral plane; however it is not THE astral plane in any sense, which many occult authors claim. It is simply related to it. One cannot astrally project to the moon sphere since it is a higher degree of density. The magician must make use of his mental body if he wishes to attain the higher spheres beyond the Earth Zone. Now of course I will most likely have the debate that someone has travelled to some higher sphere in their astral body. This is unlikely. You may have either attained a sphere in the astral plane that was influenced by the particular sphere you wished to enter (The Earth Zone spheres are also used as a heavens for the deceased) or you had a vivid mental projection. A body is only allowed to travel in its lawful realm. A physical body traverses the Earth, the astral body traverses the astral plane and Earth Zone. The mental body ascends into the higher celestial spheres but can also traverse the lower spheres as well.

Before a magician evokes a being from the Moon sphere they should have mentally projected to the sphere and become accustomed to the vibration of that plane. Just like when the magician entered the elemental kingdoms and astral plane. One simply projects their being into the sphere by loading their mental body with the appropriate color of the sphere. This is silver. Then one projects their mind to the Moon sphere and attains its vibration which for the Moon sphere is a silver light oscillation that has a vortex like pull within it and the density of a fog. After some time one attains the Moon sphere vibration and encounters vistas and beings. Just like in previous spheres one must maintain the composure and be patient for a moon spirit to speak with you and to not communicate with the spirits of the Moon until they speak with you first. This is to show your maturity and your mastery. These spirits will eventually speak with you! You can also bring your guide or Holy Guardian Angel with you into the sphere for their aid and direction.

There are many types of Moon spirits and from my travels there I have met the negative spirits as well as positive beings and angels. No matter what types of beings you encounter remain respectful and kind. You never know what you may learn from a being and some of the demons I have met have been most kind and taught me several things as well as giving me blessings for my behavior in their sphere. Always remember you are in THEIR sphere, be respectful. I will be evoking the spirit Liteviche from the moon sphere to speak with.

There is some thought that Bardon had a cipher for these spirits but this is not so, the beings RULE over the stations even though the stations have a name as well. From my experience the names of the spirits are correct and follow their kabbalistic lawfulness. However, for all due diligence, we will investigate the matter by asking the spirit its real name.

I will be taking a day or two off from evocations for a little breather (I have been doing one or two a day along with the writing and art so I feel justified ;-)

Romasara- Spirit of Leo in the earth Zone

Romasara- Romesaf spirit of Leo.

After the usual preparation for calling the spirit I enter the sphere of Leo using the attribute of omniconsciousness. I then call out to Romasara. After describing my mission, I begin with the questions:

J= Is your name Romasara or Romesaf? Bardon lists one name and Abra-melin another.

R= Romasara is closer to the truth, but neither are the truth.

J=What is the magical viewpoint of the air principle?

R=Breath connects one to the ebb and flow of the universe. It is the astral-physical connecting medium with the life force.

J=What is the art of breathing?

R= It is the reflection of the divine +/- the inhale is the electrical power and the echale the magnetic. One acquires a deep connection to the flow of the life force in the universe and one naturally draws forth vitality and power.

J=How can one use Pranayama in gaining power and energy?

R= There are three levels of mastery. First, one inhales and draws all life force towards oneself, on the exhale return the power. Secondly, after the first practice is second nature you imagine that you are the universe breathing. Inhale and you are the electric fluid, on the exhale you are the magnetic fluid. Finally once this is mastered you add breaks in between where the breath is held and the lungs are held empty. During these breaks one imagines they are the akashic principle, they must feel the void in not breathing and know that you are the master over the elements. Gently increase the time the breath is held, never push beyond what is comfortable.

***Warning, while the first level of mastery is OK for nearly anyone the second and third should only be done if one has previously mastered the electric and magnetic fluids (which in Initiation to Hermetic terms is step 8 and above.) although he freely gave this to be published I was concerned that such a practice if done without previous mastery could cause imbalances and setbacks upon the path. Please take my warning seriously and do not dabble, you are responsible for your own well being, not this spirit.

I thank the spirit and ask if I may meditate with him. He agrees and also grants me a formula to master the vital force which I kindly thank him for. He gives me the energies of the three letter formula, two of the letters I am familiar with however one letter is unlike any that I have come across. I then begin meditating with him. His outer aura is brilliant and sun like, with each breath it pulsates. His inner aura is like the shape and density of a great pyramid that is luminous on the top; this gives me insight into his true name because this does not match any of the letters within his name. The above description of his inner aura with working knowledge of the cosmic letters will reveal the missing letter.

This is the image of Romasara:

Habüaz- Spirit of Aquarius


After meditating on the four divine qualities and loading them into my being I then loaded my mirror and the room with a violet energy vibration. I then drew Hatuny's sigil and loaded the room with the kabbalistic formula of his name. I then projected my mind into his sphere and called out his name first in the mental, then the astral and finally physically vibrating it. I was then presented with a man in a black robe with the head of a black steer. I asked the spirit its name and it turned from a head to a mask and finally he showed his face ...which was eerily similar to mine. I knew this was going to be an interesting evocation. After introductions he explained he did that to see what my reaction would be and it was sort of a test. I did not ask if I passed or not.

J= Bardon gives one version of your name and an older source gives a different version. Which is correct (After speaking with him for a few seconds I could guess which it was)?

H= Habüaz is the right name. Bardon changed it to prevent dabbling. He knew a true magician would discover it. Also, I rather work with a magician directly through inspiration or when a magician mentally travels to my sphere. (I ask at this point would he rather end the evocation and speak by me mentally projecting to his sphere, he said he was O.K. with this for now.)

J= How do you initiate a magician into Kabbalistic magic?

H= It is a slow process, and it depends on their background, ethics, magical development thus far and elemental makeup. I typically guide them to art first-the religious or sacred variety. This builds the needed ideas and feelings to then move on to either philosophy or religion depending on what Divine Providence requests. Finally I find them a teacher or inspirational writings and materials. I then guide the teacher in how to work with the student or direct the material to the students attention. The teacher student relationship is valuable in some respects more so than reading because direct transmission is possible and mastery is achieved much faster.

J=Is their any practices I can give my readers?

H=I cannot offer your readers any practice other than to know themselves, meditate on what it takes for you to create, work, love and teach. Pay attention to what takes place inside of you when you do this and how a feeling can move you to action. I offer your readers the knowledge that I will unfailingly guide them in their due time.

We then discuss some private practices in relation to my kabbalistic practice. He tells me about the true practice of Bardon's fourth pole lawfulness material (the numbers 1-10) and some of the defects I have in my practice such as letters that are not truly representative of the divine virtue they reflect and what I should do to fix it. He also describes a method for working directly with him without evocation or mental travel and gives me the method. I then meditate on his outer and inner qualities which he told me not to publish but I will say I have never experienced such a detailed and beautiful energy signature before.

Habüaz can be compared to Hermes in many respects. They have the same ability to be a powerful guiding factor and at the same time seem so light hearted and care free. I recall the first time I met Hermes and he had this same sort of dark appearance followed by a light hearted discussion. I cannot recommend enough if one is learning Kabbalah to visit Habüaz in his sphere and speak directly with him. You will not be disappointed. I feel foolish for not evoking him sooner.

Here is his image, sans cow head:

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Sagara- Spirit of Scorpio


Sagara did not appear immediately but when she did she filled the nearby astral plane with a beautiful light. At first she appeared only as her sigil vibrating with a cool white light. Eventually she took on a human form. After introductions we began.

J= Bardon gives the name Sagara, and Abra-Melin gives the name Sagarez. Which is the best name to summon you?

S= Sagara is a better representation in regards to the forces I rule over. It is truer.

J=What do you look for in a person in order to initiate them?

S=The search for truth no matter its difficulty or where it may lie.

J= What occurs when you initiate someone?

S= I fill each element with a brilliant light charging it with power over the elements.

J=What is the relation between initiation and influence of humans and animals in a magical manner?

S=There are many aspects to magic and I initiate magicians into the art of influencing humans and animals, other spirits can initiate one into other aspects of the art. It is my specialty.

J= Is there only one initiation or are there many grades to what you do?

S= Many, it depends on the desire for the truth. As long as the initiate continues striving towards the truth I continue to initiate them deeper into the mysteries.

J=For those who desire to be intitated what do you recommend them do to be noticed by you?

S= Meditate on the night sky and the starlight, as well at the rising of the sun-meditate on the light and the unquenchable drive towards truth. I shall come to those who do this and begin the process.

J= How does one influence man and beast in a magical manner?

S= Make your willpower as a light (although she spoke light I experienced it as a thick-near fluid white light, with the heat and viscosity of magma flowing out from her being.) With this as the medium for the will you can do anything.

I ask for a method to initiate people studying under me so I won't have to trouble her by calling her again. She explains the method to me and what a true initiation must consist of. I am sadly unable to write on this but I will say it is not difficult and one can intuit it from above and through experimentation. I then meditate with her on her energies. Her outer aura is a great pillar of light shining down and wider at the base than at the apex. The center of which has a sphere of akasha like a black hole. Her inner aura is a pure rising shaft of light rising up. I thank Sagara and return her to her sphere.

Sagara was very direct and not one to be too chatty. She could give a look that could put a chill in a man's bones if she ever manifested on the physical plane but she was very kind. Here is here image:

Monday, January 5, 2009

Carubot-Larubos -Taurus Earth Zone Spirit

Carubot – Larubos. Spirit of Taurus within the Earth Zone

After loading the room with a light vibration of green, I drew the sigil of Carubot in the air before my magic mirror. I then spoke Carubot's name with the kabbalistic letters. I projected my mind into the sphere of Taurus. I called out Carubot's name three times before he appeared to my consciousness. I then drew him from the akashic sphere of Taurus down to the nearby astral. He was nearly physical as I could feel his presence right in front of me. He was extremely vivid on the astral plane. Carubot was very direct, almost a martial presence however he was not cruel. Like a wizened old professor who knew exactly what he wanted his students to learn, knew they were capable and expected nothing less than their best. After some introductory discussion we got to the task at hand.

J= Bardon gives a different name than an older source of your name. What is the difference?

C= Larubot is my role as inspirer of religious stories and tales. Carubot is my role of initiator within the realm of fantasy, myth, and fairytales. I will come as either form for those who are ignorant. Those who know should use the proper name.

J= How do you perform your task?

C= I am the inspiration behind these works.

J= What is the purpose of these stories?

C= These stories teach better than any method available to man. They enrich all aspects of the spirit and create needed qualities within the soul. This leads to right action in life. The imagination is empowered. The human race needs these stories, other methods fall short and cause the mind to lack the proper creative understanding of problems as well as causing mental defects. It develops symbolic communication, without which it is impossible to work magic. If you could make others understand symbolism then you could enlighten the world. Magicians are not possible without this ability in any manner. Without symbolic communication man will be staunch materialist lacking any spiritual conception.

J= How can one gain the ability of symbolic communication?

C= There are two methods. One makes you a master and the other makes you a vessel. To become a master train as such: Make analogies for everything you can conceive of or see. Find similar qualities and place them within groups. This will make the symbolic language unfold before you, making it second nature. Also spend time meditating on certain qualities or information you wish to symbolically understand. Once your mind is filled in such a manner than allow your mind to drift into a daydream. Whatever appears clearly, brilliantly and vividly is of a divine nature. That which is dark or unclear is mental dross from the self.

The second method which transforms one into a vessel is to engrave my sigil into a green candle anointed with musk oil. Load this with vital force drawn from the universe. Light the candle and chant my name in the aspect you wish to be initiated in. When you feel my presence you may stop chanting my name and know that I have initiated you into the art and loaded your spirit with my vibration. This will not provide the knowledge needed to understand the symbolic language, only the quality of being a vessel for the stories I inspire.

I thank Carubot for his enlightening information and ask if I may meditate with him for a while. I do and he shows me his true sigil which I am unable to reproduce for you. I thanked him again and returned him to his sphere. I then drew his image which is this:

After doing this and turning on the light after banishing, the wall directly behind my magic mirror and slightly above the mirror produced several faint knocking sounds each accompanied with a tiny bell ringing. It reminded me of the sound of a rotary phone ringing in another room but with a rapping on the wall. Very unusual, especially since that area is connected to the center of the house and purely structural. No phones, and no one else heard anything unusual in the house when I asked.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

PME-commentary, Pre- 360 Earth Zone Spirit information

Before we go into the 360 spirits of the Earth Zone, I would like to shine a little light on what I am doing. First there is a bit of a controversy over whether Bardon outright plagiarized Abra-Melin or by some bizarre chance met these Earth Zone spirits who happened to be the same spirits Abra-Melin wrote on OR if Bardon was using some original key he received from some other work. Any of the above choices would make one think about why Bardon did not at least mention the similarities. This is an argument for arm-chair magicians; we are practicing magicians (right?) so all we need to worry about is the fact that some of the names are slightly or drastically altered. My *opinion* is Bardon changed the names to follow his kabbalistic system and possibly thinking he changed it enough did not mention it. Which is either a dumb opinion or Bardon was inept for doing so.

I have evoked probably around 15 or so Earth Zone spirits and never once had a problem with a name not working. HOWEVER, since I am doing a commentary for those proposing to do the work of PME I think it would behoove the readers if I showed them they have nothing to fear. So, this is what I am going to do. I will evoke four spirits from the Earth Zone. One spirit from each of the cardinal compass points (Leo, Aquarius, Scorpio, and Taurus) which had at least two or more letters difference in their names from Abra-Melin to Bardon. What I did was this: I went down the list and found names in those four spheres which had a minimum two letter difference (a changed A, I, or E singularly could be a change in the passage of time or if Bardon was writing it from word of mouth could be pronunciation in some cases- in other words not a biggie) I then had a list from each group of about five spirits each (25 spirits just in four spheres had that big a difference with their names). I then checked out what each spirit did compared to what my interests are. I decided on four spirits that I found would make interesting evocations for the both of us as well as the least chance of a spirit saying the information was to be kept secret (Like how to destroy your enemies with a word or the like).

That means we solve all problems: we have interesting spirits, we have an end to the practical problem of which names really call the spirit and we get to learn about spirits from the next highest density in relation to the elements, being that they are the cardinal directions.
So, I will be evoking the following spirits( The first name being Bardon’s and the second Abra-Melin’s):

Romasara/ Romesaf- 8 degress Leo.

Hatuny/ Habüaz- 12 degrees Aquarius (in case myspace is a byatch the Abra-melin has an umlaut U).

Sagara/ Sagarez- 12 degrees Scorpio.

Carubot/ Larubos- 7 degrees Taurus.

Now if one makes use of the name as a formula in Kabbalah, these differences in formulas are a major deal (some of you may not see how it may effect anything.), which I will go into with each post. If one uses the kabbalahistic formula for a spirit name with that much a difference than you are drawing forth different powers altogether. For a practical magical evocation viewpoint names call the spirit. If it is not the right name will the spirit not answer or be angry when it shows up (think when a telemarketer calls you and mispronounces your name!) All these troublesome questions and more shall be resolved very soon! The First evocation will be posted Monday-ish. From there we move on to the Moon sphere with its cipher and spirits.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Lilitha and Laosa-Earth Zone Principles

Lilitha and Laosa.

These two beings belong to the original intelligences of the Zone Girdling the Earth or an kabbalistic thought "The Kingdom" which is often thought to be the physical world. These beings are easily contacted through the akashic principle (and ether) and they have a powerful effect on the vital energy of all things on the planet. I have found that these beings are easily contacted without evocation. One can simply meditate on the sigil and you will find depending on your development certain trains of thought entering your mind or out right mental communication with them through out the day.

I was extremely tired when preparing to evoke Lilitha and was not to my full consciousness; however I found immediately upon writing out her sigil and considering her name kabbalisticlly that my mind was connected to hers. This lasted right up until I evoked her. I charged a volt in preparation before actually calling her because I planned on asking her to guide and inspire me in a certain magical practice and in general. I called her in the usual method that I have described in previous entries. However, when I asked if she was willing to "go on the record" so to speak, she was unwilling. She prefers to not be shown in my artwork or be quoted. She was very friendly and was more than willing to aid me in inspirations in my work. Sadly, I cannot say any more. I did not think this was fair to my readers so I decided to evoke another intelligence from the earth zone. I did however, want you to know that not all spirits want to be recorded and interviewed as I have done. I did not sense Lilitha had any problem with it other than she usually likes to work individually through guidance and inspirations.

I woke up around 8:30 and prepared my self by washing and doing some light stretching. When my mind was fully aware and sharp I then proceeded with the evocation. I loaded each of the four divine attributes into my soul and then kabbalisticlly loaded the room with Laosa's name. I then entered an akashic state of trance and visualized her sigil before me, calling out Laosa's name. She was immediately present. I did not attempt to draw her down further than the mental plane because she was very much "there" even in an akashic state which makes sense due to her natural sphere is one of an etheric nature (the akasha in the astral plane). She has a very motherly aura about her filling one with a sense of calm. It was like talking to a very wise and caring priestess.

J= How does one move about in the various degrees of density (the spheres) without danger?

L=By loading your being with the divine attribute associated with that sphere. The dangers in spherical travel are typically minor. Slight disturbances in consciousness, minor obsessions and a sense of being spaced out in the physical. By loading the prime divine attribute of the sphere this protects your being from any possible attacks on the consciousness which are felt in the physical plane in the manner I spoke of.

J=What is the practice of transferring the mental and astral body at will into the Earth Zone?

You must raise your astral bodies vibration due to its natural inclination to manifest physically. This is accomplished by mentally focusing and loading the mental body with the appropriate divine virtue of the astral sphere one wishes to visit. One then focuses on the astral body and fills it through breath magic with the appropriate light. One automatically enters the sphere once enough substance has been energetically raised in this manner. You can be in constant contact with this sphere with this method.

(Translation of above for non-Bardonist: One considers which aspect of the earth zone they wish to be in contact with. These are based on the degrees of the zodiac. Each sphere has a specific color that Bardon lists. One then finds the appropriate divine attribute that is within that sphere (Aries would be omnipotence-might-will) and simply meditates on this for a while. Then take the light color Bardon mentions and imagine yourself drawing in this light through your breath. One will eventually notice that at first their mind is filled with vivid imagery. This is the mental connection to the sphere. Second your astral body will be released from the physical form once you can raise your astral substance to a high enough vibration though the breathing and retaining of the light substance. That is not all, this practice allows you to be conscious of the sphere even if not projecting, and you will be in constant contact with this sphere mentally. )

I then asked a couple questions to Laosa then cannot be recorded such as words of power and secret rituals which she gladly offered. I meditated on Laosa's energy signature and outwardly she has the aura of divine love similar to that of a maternal quality. Her inner aura is such that focusing on it causes your mind to be filled with light and enter a higher vibration altogether. It was difficult to get an accurate reading on her inner aura because of this but it does have a certain rounded off triangular rising feeling. It is almost as if once you focus on her she raises your vibration so it becomes a near mechanical reaction of focusing raising and refocusing and re-raising. I will certainly call her again for a more in depth meditation with her.

I thanked Laosa and disengaged her mind from my mind.

This is the image I had for Laosa: