Saturn and Beyond
The sphere of Saturn is a nearly black violet color. I load my mental body with its vibration as I enter the sphere. The vista of Saturn is a foreboding place. Black gloomy skies, scorched earth and onyx stone is all you see, except for the barely moving black sea. The consciousness of Saturn is a nearly indescribable oppressive weight and a feeling of your heart being crushed in your chest. It is not a place anyone wishes to be. There are spirits here and like I have said I have worked with a couple. I have even spoken with one of the Judges of Saturn. A being of immense dread who I spoke with concerning certain world events which she told me was under control and not to concern myself with. These beings are not friendly and warm. They do not concern themselves with what they deem petty issues but long term problems (it has to affect the larger equilibrium of the universe for them to take issue.). This sphere will only be of use to the magician in learning about the entire universe and rarely would a mage need to call upon the Judges of Saturn for something. The spirits well known to be Saturn spirits in popular grimoires are much easier to work with and I can agree with everything Bardon has spoken on in his book concerning them.
The Uranian sphere is as Bardon mentions all about magic and Kabbalah. Entering this sphere I spent several minutes meditating on the light energy there which is a light lilac color. I was then able to see a vast city made of a substance I cannot describe. It had the appearance of stained glass and moved like a liquid although structurally sound. It also gave off a glow that shifted colors much like what happens when gasoline enters water. I was then greeted by a luminous being and we discussed several things which I am forbidden to write on. However, I will say if they offer you some sort of beverage do take it-as ridiculous as that sounds. I returned the next day to speak again with this spirit and to better understand the energy of the sphere. I eventually attained the consciousness required to experience the sphere and everything became much clearer. If you have ever watched a fireworks show while one of those big ones goes off making the BOOM then you can experience the Uranian consciousness. It has the feeling of when a big beautiful firework explodes, (the expansion) pay attention to what that feels like internally. In other words make yourself the BOOM and keep BOOMING. If you can keep that feeling and connect it to a lilac color this will connect you to the Uranian consciousness. Be wary the first couple of times you enter, your mind will have difficulty making sense of the strange vistas and will try and make sense of it and fill in the “gaps”. You must attempt to undo this and see it as it really is.
From here I then loaded my consciousness with a light gray light energy and entered the sphere of Neptune. This sphere has an initial wave that comes with trying to enter it and feels as if it is trying to push you out. You should not go with the instinct to fight the wave but instead once you experience it you should let it pass through you and go with it. It will not push you out but instead give the initiatory experience of the sphere. There is a tension within this sphere that pushes downwards. Not gravity but a tension, as if you were holding a bag and the feeling in the straps (yes, I know that is technically gravity causing it so maybe I should say to astronauts lightly pulling a cord in space, eh?). I say a bag because it is a broad feeling. Maybe if one takes the glyph of Neptune and flips it upside-down the points showing the force of direction it may be easier to know what I speak. As you may tell it is sometimes difficult to describe these sensations but once you experience them you will understand immediately. I was greeted by what appeared to be a goddess with a brilliant light emanating from her being and brilliant luminous red hair. She guided me through a colonnade to what appeared to be a great temple. It looked like a glorious white Taj-Mahal. We speak privately as she guides me. Once I enter I meet a principle of the sphere named Vayaha. We discuss his sphere and he answers questions I put forth on the spheres before me (The supposed thirty spheres Bardon experienced). Neptune, he says grants mankind its current conception of Divinity. The highest conceptions any religion may have on the divine principle is granted by this sphere and are only glimpses of the truth which can be accepted at the time. I then ask about the spheres beyond. Vayaha explains that they are purifications that one must go through which slowly relinquish ones self. One can enter each sphere and meet the spirits there but the whole time it is slowly burning away the concept of “self”. When one has attained mastery of any of these degrees of density that aspect of “I” is forever burned away and all that is left is the essential being within that then “downloads” what it has learned and experienced into the god-head. That is why the purifications are needed Vayaha explained, if they did not exist a being would “contaminate” the divine mind and this great experiment would be ruined. He then allowed me a glimpse of Divinity. If I was at the edge of the known universe and God was the center it would have still been beyond measure. However it was so glorious and beautiful that I wept without tears and felt emotions I cannot even mention. If the word “Epic” was the baseline and there was some word 10x’s greater than that, it would still be a hundred times too small to properly describe the experience. I then asked Vayaha questions regarding spirits of the sphere of Neptune. He said that one should first enter the sphere and gain the consciousness; otherwise it is fruitless to attempt to work in this sphere. One will not be able to perceive the truths these beings tried to communicate. In other words evocation of the spirits of this sphere is near pointless. One should simply mentally travel here and communicate directly. I thank him for all of the information and I thank the female spirit that had attended to me. I then drop like a rock back into my sphere and pretty much immediately fall into a deep-dream filled sleep.
Even though I was given permission to write some of these things it feels like I am writing on private matters one keeps in the bedroom. These experiences are personal in the biggest of ways. Only upon stepping foot in these spheres will one know what I speak of and simple words on a screen are analogous to the difference between a porno trying to explain what the most beautiful of lovemaking is like. It stinks of degradation.
I do hope that this little essay helps a few magicians muster the determination to ascend to the highest sphere so they may experience the wonder and beauty upon the path. To continue the coital metaphor, one can speak on it all day long but never do it- until the deed is done you cannot have any idea.